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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
2:15 pm	oh plane...please crash please please please!!! from nyc to atlanta...smelly crying baby...from atlanta to memphis hostel father and jittery 4 year old...AHHHH!!! on top of it my cd player kicked the shit because the batteries decided they would rather explode than see my peace all the way to the end. fuck it. mississippi was actually quite nice last night. hung out with the ex love of my life and her new boyfriend. he is super cool and we actually get along really well, how neat is that? but anyhow, ms is looking ok. i will probably work this week for a little extra cash and stuff like that. have one funeral to go to and lots of grandmothers to see. after that it is only hattiesburg. by the way, the elvis costello record i got in the saltavion army on 21st and 8th is damn fine for sure. Current Mood: content Current Music: elvis costello (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
3:40 pm	i almost cut all my hair off today...it's fuckin hot. but for certain what i have to do is go eat dumplings...i have to. i will think of you guys while i do. err low fi is cool i don't care what you people think. and the misfits were a good band. im putting pictures up tonight...so hooray. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: misfits--pumkinhead (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
2:58 pm	another stupid survey thingy Body: LET'S BE HONEST NOW! Last person who.... 1. Slept in your bed: ashley i think 2. Saw you cry: maren 3. Made you cry: pops 4. You went to the movies with: merideth, she is my movie buddy 5. You went to the mall with: nicole...of all people. 6. One thing you could take back: we won't get into it. Have You Ever... 1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes 2. Got in in a fight with your pet: not my pet 3. Been to California: yes 4. Been to Mexico: yes 5. Been to China: Not yet 6. Been to Canada: soon 7. Been to Europe: nope 8. Danced naked: of course 9. Wish you were the opposite sex: maybe a few times. 1. Do you have a crush on someone: te he 2. What book are you reading now: ahhh no books now!! i finished my book what do i do?! 3. Worst feeling in the world: related to last time i cryed i think 4. Future KIDS names: cory and emma...why not? 5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no i prefer real animals 6. What's under your bed: i have no idea... 7. Favorite sport to watch: soccer or rugby 8. Location: nyc for another week then home sweet home 9. Piercings/Tattoos: im not hip 10. Do you drink: ha...a little 11. What are you most scared of: being attacked in my sleep by jason watson. he always gets me when i least expect it. 12. Where do you want to get married: it really doesn't matter at all. 13. Who do you really hate: the kid from that stupid screamo band 14. Do you have a job: more or less 15. Do you like being around people: fuck yea 16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with who hasn't? 17. Have you ever cried: um, yeah 18. Are you lonely right now: not at all 19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: sweet gene vincent 1. Been in love: yes 2. Played strip poker: not strip poker 3. Gotten beaten up: yes 4. Done an all nighter: a what? 5. Been on radio/tv: maybe 6. Been in a mosh-pit: i used to be all punk 7. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: sure do 8. Skinny dipped: yes indeed In the last 24 Hours have you... 1. Cried: no 2. Bought something: yes, tea 3. Gotten sick: haha, only because i woke up 4. Sang: oh man yes...but i don't remember 5. Been kissed: don't know 6. Had sex: no 7. Felt stupid: i have no shame 8. Talked to an ex: i wouldn't call her an ex 9. Missed someone: oh my dear yes 10. Hugged someone: hugs make the world go round Current Mood: hung over Current Music: jon solo still (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
7:36 pm	days on end forever i have been wearing your blue jeans for days now, and i love them like a levis commercial. the only jeans that matter. have a good one doll. have you ever tried to sell sitar cd's? it is hard business baby. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: jon solo--solo piano (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
2:01 pm	my top ten top ten things i liked about new york, in no particular order 1. the dumpling house i go to becoming "indie" ok in the eyes of the press after stumbled across it. hey, it makes me feel fun. 2. all the fun people i hung out with, and even the people i only hung out with once. seth was a lot of cool. 3. the good good. i love those guys. 4. playing handball with merideth in the wee hours of the morn. 5. the drugs...i know it's pety but i like 'em. 6. my job, lets not forget that. 7. learning who i don't want to be when i grow up, or you know, whenever i get where im going. 8. reading in the random parks. especially the one with all the crazy drug kids and "biker" couples in the east village. those crazy folks with their we just wanna be nice attitude. i should have spent more time with those generous kids. 9. coolest 4th of july ever. 10. getting skinny to the point of my friends going "wha?" haha, i love it. they had no idea. don't worry, im as healthy as i have ever been. i guess thats my top ten for now. i still have two weeks so it might change a bit. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: hepcat. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
6:19 pm	wanna trade? me neither so i got a letter today and it made me want to listen to music i sent to portland once. lucky for me that wasn't such a problem. then i danced. my own little version of a spastic punk rock belly dance, you know the type. i also got a healthy dose of smiles today when i told a girl that soho wasn't really where she wanted to be anyway. i don't understand why she smiled so much but i was glad she stopped crying. so i had my own little smiles as well. fell asleep in a hallway today. got some odd remarks from a guy trying to get to the bathroom. there is a lock on the door so i fixed it with a screw, now anybody can use it and they don't need a key. he was a little upset but it's broken now so i don't care. before i used the screw to break the lock i used it to unlock the floor directory sign and change some of the letters to spell satan is over there. i don't think anyone knows it was me. this is what you get for locking me out of work for 2 hours. nerds gone wild right? two weeks left. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: groovie ghoulies (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 16th, 2005
2:02 am	strangest thing ever so i have one metro card right? it's unlimited for a month. why would i need more than one. i use it six or seven times a day and keep it in fron tof my credit card. used it to go uptwon tonight...when i go to get back on the subway to go home bam! insufficiant funds.... my first reaction is what the fuck, stupid machine read my card like i told you to. nope. so i examine the back of the card. you see, unlimited cards expire after a month, but regular cards take a full year. sure enough, the card pulled from my wallet expires one year from last month...odd? yes. unlimited on the way up, out of time and money on the way home. i don't quite know what to make of that. a little creeped the hell out for one damn thing. i mean, it was right there in front of my credit card as always. even to further the oddness, i didn't even remove my wallet from my pocket tonight because i found five bucks on the sidewalk and put it in my front pocket. lucky me. right. find five bucks? lose half a months worth of subway rides? i think i'll take the card next time god. Current Mood: curious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 15th, 2005
9:36 pm	i finally talked to john today. we talked for over an hour. so many questions i had. actually was able to ask a few of them too. he seems ok, or at least like he will be ok. i can't wait to get back and see him though. im glad he has finally stopped wanting anything to do with kat, i hate that it took this to make him see that she was the devil. mostly we just talked about eing adults and having robots that we will ride and rule the world with. it will be fun, it was fun. i understand his list of people he doesn't want to be around anymore and am very glad not to be on it. colby is though, so maybe don't expect john to be at our house so much anymore. im a little sad. always am when i have pals that don't get along. it's going to be a strange year. he said he was moving into the dorms. i hope not bond. but it will be fun to have someplace to go between classes. i just don't know what to say to him you know? the whole time i was talking to him i had to fight from having a shakey voice and from sounding too concerned. not that concerned is bad, i just felt like he has probably gotten more than enough concern from his family and i just wanted to be his friend. im proud to say the p.a. came and went faster than two sentences. i really don't care about it. should i still be someone's friend when they made me so miserable for so long? i don't care what the answer is. im doin it. it doesn't matter how many of my other friends tell me im stupid or naive or say it's just going to happen again. so what if it does, it's only stuff. it hit me while talking to him that my freind almost died. you can replace stuff. either way, i am going to give john his usual attention, which compared to most people that get it is a lot. what can i say? i like the guy. i made him tell me he would call me next time he was doing something like that, i hope he does. instead of pills i like to think we would have a grand adventure. but who knows? i may never get my p.a. back, i might have to cover the stolen money out of my own pocket, i might have a few extra enemies in the comming year...but im gettin outta there soon anyway, and im totally takin you with me. Current Mood: adult Current Music: the honored guests (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
9:11 pm	ba ba be be ba ba ba ba be be as far as typical romantic comedies go, ewan mcgregor is in some of the strangest. anyway so maybe the world won't end in fire. it doesn't make much sense right? for god to make something that would. certainly not considering the fact that apparently god already knows everything, and not just the christian god either, all major gods with the exception of zeus. i don't think he knew the future. maybe that is why he got written off. whatever the case it makes more sense to me that we are just building up to peace. god knew we would make it and he knew it would take a long time so why not? why create a world when you know there will be nothing but sufforing and hell for almost all of it's inhabitants? just seems a little rude. so maybe we are all part of this grand scene of world peace, and when it happens everyone just wakes up in heaven. that would be nice. or maybe it's a mix. maybe we are just reincarnated so that our "energy" can keep trying to improve the world under different circumstances. but then i think...along these lines, if everyone gets into heaven anyway why even bother with the world? right? lets just skip to the good stuff. it's an argument for reincarnation for sure. if you get to heaven at the end of the million years of struggle to make peace on earth surely you would recall each and every past life through some divine revalation. in so doing, god wouldn't need to govern heaven at all. even full of people, it would still be people with the wisdon of a million lives over a million years and with people like that how could there possible be anything but peace? that would be the only possible benifit of the world were any of this the actual case. it would serve only as prep school for the real prize awaiting. the ability to be a self governing society in heaven. wouldn't it be a fine thing if that were true? at least it would be in my opinion. i hope some of that made a lick of sense to anyone else out there. so i like discussion if either one of you guys wants to "fight" about it. Current Mood: okay Current Music: joe strummer (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
5:32 pm	ta da well, i got offered a job today. full time on salary working for premier cru. shit yea. george even said i could start next aug. if i had to. it owuld rule i tell you. working for a record lable to pay my way through grad school sounds like a good deal to me. and even better, we got distribution for almost the whole catalog today including river drum, sitar masters, jon solo, brazil brazil, and even something i am not sure of... but either way, oh yea! with the new kenny flav presents wayne county comming out in sept they will be making some fat cash and may even be quite a gig to work for by next year. so be happy for the kid. because i think this shit is too damn cool. anyway, celebration tonight for the distribution deal, i wish you guys could come it should be a crazy little party to say the least. yea, im having a good day. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: yet again with the elf power (Comment on this)
2:34 am	all the hooplah lets say...great shit that detachment kit. like rock in a blender. i loved it. nicole, you should have stayed. hockey night would have been fun to see together. i think this delta girl has the hotts for me...you should fight her. dancing has become more of a past time as of late so ashley we shall go dancing. i won't take no. eeeeeee kinda sleepy a little drugged but overall feelin good. don't worry ashley, i am about to call you for sure. i just need to brush the not so pearly whites and wash the uneven face. i almost hit a girl tonight, but i thought she was a crazy with a knife. i promise. felt bad afterward, but no harm no foul right? anyway. right as rain and full of imitation polish sausage. next time i pick where we eat...deal? Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: who do you people think i am? it's 2:40 (Comment on this)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
1:13 am	te he well, im poor, a closet case, and im too nice to find love. oh well, at least i have a charming persona. met someone from my past today...wooooooo...it was fun. in truth i hardly remember the girl and she knows a strange great deal about me. fun stuff, almost like i post a zine for all the kids in the delta to read. anyhow. we are both up here on the same mission, escape mississippi for at least a while. though being a student at ole miss you would think she wanted to be as deep in the "heritage" as possible. or maybe thats just how i see it. in any case, a charming young girl who shares mutual friends and intrests. knows my family and a little much about me for my taste. but i mean, what can i do about it. so we shall hang out. haha, it was fun hearing from someone else that my dad would rather i be a different person. way to go dad, still my hero. milkshakes all round!!! haha, apparently im not the shakey dork of a highschool boy i once was. way to go growing up right? Current Mood: geeky Current Music: still too late for music (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 10th, 2005
11:25 am	"the sky is blue almost every day" it is fun being perceptive, even if you don't know proper english and any correct way to put it into media. i think morning is my new favorite time of day. breakfast is key. i never ate breakfast before this trip; i think i will from now on. simon might move in the house and wouldn't that be fun? he always was the interesting one. i just hope he can pay rent. nothin new. sorry. just wanted to interject my breakfast statement. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: sleater-kinney (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 9th, 2005
11:42 pm	wooo i stand by my claim that the onion throws a fine pre-movie party. Current Mood: drunk Current Music: none silly, everyone is asleep (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:49 pm	"whats the matter with my life anyway?" thats the theme for today. and the answer is nothing at all. i think i am quite a normal boy, and that is good...i think. i was talking with carlton today and he was asking me if i had net any girls. yes, i have, i find it easier to talk to girls most times. anyway. his vision of women i think may be slightly skewed by the sluttiness of high society women. the type i really don't enjoy if for no other reason than their inability to have actual fun. so sex is no big deal to carlton. don't get me wrong, it isn't a big deal to me either, but at the same time i really haven't cared about it in a while. needless to say he was a little shocked when i told him i didn't care for sex like i should and that i also wasn't religious. fun how some people are confused. i find waking up next to someone i didn't have sex with just as, if not more rewarding. it totally makes life easier when you don't do it with everyone you meet within days of meeting them. and even easier when it is the actual last thing on your mind. some people just don't get it though. anyhow, the soup dumplings at goodies are second to none so far. and aside from two or three other things and people i will miss the dumplings the most. it is safe to say i will not feel comfortable eating dumplings or knowing girls from jersey for a while. but oh well. maybe not comfortable is too strong. but everydumpling and jersey girl from now on will have quite a bit to live up to. im just sayin. livejournal is fun because it is like am talking to people, but im not so i have free range to say whatever. not that i wouldn't tell either one of you anything you wanted to know. im just in that kind of mood latley. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: buck-o-nine---skanktacular fantacular rightousness (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
5:27 pm	hoop-lah so i think ferris b's day off is the greatest coming of age movie. it makes me want a convertable for some reason. so that is why it is great. i think if i had a convertable i could drive anywhere, but what i really need is a boat. a nice sail boat. well, not nice as in expensive or anything, just nice as in a sailboat that i would own and take care of. who needs a job when you have a boat? honestly i have no idea. im looking forward to things to come. woo hoo!! hope all is well kids, and if not be sure and tell me. we can fix things. it is our only real occupation. Current Mood: adventure!! Current Music: nyc public radio (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
9:54 pm	yet another selfless survey... Last... Kiss: te he Hug: monday, i don't get enough hugs in the city for sure. Cigarette: the big never Good cry: late march...bad month Library book checked out: some book on television law Movie seen in a theatre: land of the dead Cuss word uttered: shit i guess Beverage drank: water Food consumed: salty crakers Phone call: nicole TV show watched: daily show Shoes worn: good ole comfey chucks CD played: bright eyes...yea i know. but it was early Item bought: beer, last night. Annoyance: no roomates Disappointment: other things you both know of Soda drank: i drank a root beer about four months ago i guess Ice cream eaten: vanilla Time trippin on drugs?: haha, trippin on drugs Time in love: jeez...i dunno really in love? Shirt worn: one i found in dads closet 1 MINUTE AGO: this 1 HOUR AGO: reading skinny legs and all 1 DAY AGO: talking to my friend semalea 1. What do you most like about your body? nose 2. And least? stinky feet 3. How many fillings do you have? 1 4. Do you think you're good looking? i have to right? 5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? someone has before, and he is my hero --- FIRSTS --- First Time working: farm, 13 First screen name: w4ska First funeral: grandfather First pet: pretty kitty, hey man, i was young and i'll name her what i want First piercing: none of that for me First Kiss: autumn east, fun name First kiss that mattered: oh lord. that girl messed me up good First Lust: cameron diez in the mask First love: J.R.F. fun little semi italian girl from ole miss. First enemy: ryan sheppard First concert: some random hippie blues show i am sure. First cd bought: smashing pumpkins First car: cehvy blazer First real boy/girlfriend: jessica First swearword: i have no idea First fist fight: see first enemy First best friend: greg --- Most recent... --- Crush: shut up quiz Pet peeve: no peeves, just trouble School: usm...to the top Job: paid job? espn Lie: eeep...it's a biggie Outfit you loved: today, i guess. i like these pants anyway Fist fight: i got hit in the mouth at the aquabats, but it was hardly a fight Best friend (name one!): hmmm, you know it's you --- Favorite... --- Color: too hard Band: still the mountain goats Song: jeff don't wear regular shoes...nofx Class: tv 492 Pastime: guitar Website: m90.org Car: pj's Animal: molly, but i don't know my dog yet Excuse: no cahs Person: jim Family member: my sister she is the best one of us Club/venue: the hippo Food: fried dumplings WHY did you do this survey?: too tired to go out Who will take it as well?: i dunno Who won't?: matt tatum ------------------GENERAL INFO----------------- * Name On Birth Certificate: William Holmes Freiman Jr. Nicknames: will, willy, holmes Starsign: virgo School: usm... Location: franklin st Email address:will_freiman@yahoo.com Color of eyes: blue Hair color: brown Shoe Size: 11 Brothers/Sister: lora You live with: jim and kyle ------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ * Missed school because it was raining: yea, school got canceld cause of rain once, it was weird Put a body part on fire for amusement: who hasn't? Been in a car accident: not really Been hurt emotionally: yes Kept a secret from everyone: yeah Had an imaginary friend: i had people that i thought were friends does that count? Ever thought an animated character was hot: jessica rabbit, all the way Been on stage: i was born for it Been sarcastic: i was born for that too. ------------------FAVORITES------------------ * Shampoo: the stuff at walmart that is only a dollar Soap: same Fav color/shade: i already said this question was too harrd Summer/Winter: winter, then summer Cartoon Characters: brenden small Drink: beer...yea i know Movie: i don't know, probably the dream warriors Ice Cream: cookies and cream Subject: fiction writing Animal: dog Girls name: emma Boys name: you can say jackson a lot of ways ---------------WHAT ARE YOU---------------------- * Eating: nothin Drinking: nothing Thinking: i want candy, buh buh bum buh buh Talking to: allison from memphis ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------* * Cried: nope * Met someone new: yeah * Cleaned your room: yes * Drove a car: car? Current Mood: hey ashley call me Current Music: libertines (Comment on this)
Monday, July 4th, 2005
10:59 am	0 well, called the rents to ask for cash. had to beg...ew. had to listen to my dad say things like "...thats what you get for being so niave," and other stuff along those lines. heh. but i got the money, so that is all that really counts right? Current Mood: drained Current Music: nofx--woops i od'ed (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
10:27 pm	life is so fuckin cool i mean, don't get me wrong. i am about to write some horrible shit, but there is so much that is neat about it. if it were a movie, people wouldn't walk out. i don't know how to feel. have you ever been so torn about something that you couldn't stand it? have you ever wanted to give someone the benifit of the doubt, but had logic kick you and say "no!"? or better yet, have you ever wanted to hate someone but not been able to because you are worried about them? well, avoid all of these things at all cost. i find out today that my roommate and good friend has gone missing. the deeper i dig into where he could be, the more i realize that he has likley fucked the only people that actually care about him. and thats not many. how many times can i selflessly help someone before i am the sucker? i know im a sucker. i just hope he is ok. if he isn't, none of this matters. not the money not the house not me and my stupid emotions. if he is, i don't want to see him again. ever. it hurts me to think that. it really does. but he has just taken too much advantage of me. now it is over the top. now he brought my friends into it. he put their living situation on the line. two good people. and the worst part, is this is the first time in my life that financially, i can't do anything about it. tomorrow i am calling to beg my parents for money. i have never had to do this. i know they will give it to me. what hurts me about this is the fight i had with my father. i told him, not too long ago that i didn't need his help anymore, and i sure as shit didn't want it. crawling back...makes me want to cry. but it is either that, or i leave nyc this week. and trust me when i say that is not happening. i am too happy here. kids back home would not even recognize me. some would, but not most of them. i have no reasons to be angry. sure, i am usually on a less than ten dollar a day budget, with actually, few exceptions. but i mean, fuck some money. excuse my poor choice in words. bottom line, new york before pride. i need to make peace with the ole man anyway. sure, i know only two people are going to read this, or not read this. if you make it all the way through, thanks. i just needed to vent. i want to go out with someone, none of my city friends are available, oh well. i have a new book and a guitar, life is fine. on the bright side i may have already found new roommates. allison and misty from memphis. this brings me cheer. i want to hear from him so much, just to know he is ok. after that...i just don't know. i have never hit one of my friends before, not with malace(sp?) but i am fully prepared to make an exception. besides, if he is ok, we can't be friends. not now. well, that was fun. thanks guys, i love you both. Current Mood: haha! seriously? Current Music: elf power (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:18 am	..0o... amazing how a weekend of good company can change your outlook from crap to not caring about all the crap. i love great people. thanks nicole for showin me some fun times and going to the aquabats. thanks ashley for talking to me on the phone and makin me laugh at all that crap. you guys rule. Current Mood: happy Current Music: cloud cult--washed your car (1 Comment |Comment on this)